when we go astray
I give them eternal life, and they will never perish. No one can snatch them away from me. John 10:28.
everyday we are blessed with God’s amazing love. We believe, accept His amazing gift and let him drive our lives the way he wanted. He made our sin wash away. he made us pure in his sight. He let his holy spirit live in us to guide us, protect us, and keep us from the way to sin.
however, we have times when we still abide in the pleasure of the world, we choose to give in to short term happiness than the joy he offered for us. lust of the flesh that make us slaves to sin.
we thought that a little sin is nothing. sin is something that makes us separeted from God, it is not necessarily big or small, murder is a sin, so as stealing a muffin at a store. both can cloud our mind in the abundant life God promised us to have.
big things come from small, when we sin small after we know it we get used to it and live with it. unless we surrender our weakness to God. no probelm so big that God cant fix, no heart so hard that God cant change, and no hidden sin so dark the God cant make us overcome.
once you surrender your whole life to the Lord, there is no way to take it back, and there is nothing you can do to make Him love you less. there are still times we make sin to our friends or even to ourselves, we fall short and most of the time keep it to ourself, but God knows everything. He even know when we sit or when to get up, God knows the number of our hair, the days of our lives, our yesterdays, our present and future. this includes every single detail of sin we did, doing and going to do. yet he love us still.
his promise that once we have him, nothing can snatch us from Him, these is not an assurance to sin more, but for us to sin less and less. this way we can thank God and love him back. nothing but our life.
to live our life pleasing to his sight, the way to avoid sin.
have an intimate relationship with God and overcome sin.
nothing to write.
they say writing is easy when you know what to write.
but i dont know what to write yet i am writing.
its been two weeks since i was forced to write somthing and until now i have nothing. what is it with writing, for some reason, that is so difficult to extract words formulate thoughts and construct ideas. i thought it would be fun, yet it burdens me.
maybe because i was pressured to do it. they said writing comes naturaly, it must be from the heart. you are not mandated to make it perfect but it requires the truth.
so what if i dont have the zenith to write something right now. but i know practising makes it easy to write. at first it is hard but sooner we’ll get used to it. words will flow like liquid in our brain and formulating information will be a piece of cake.
i never took writing seriosly until i was forced to write something, no not just something, an article the has legit information to provide to humanity. and it is killing me. now i know how hard it is to pull something you dont have.
surprisingly, writing about the fact that i have nothing to write is a writing. truly, writing is not a group of words just put together to form an idea. it comes from the heart, brought by experience.
now this is writing.
I did not saw you coming
All my life I have been dreaming of someone who is a great guy.
But I push him away.
Overwhelmed with the things around me, preoccupied of the things that nearly destroy me. Yet you stand beside and wait for me.
I promised myself to never do it again, never let my heart get over my head.
But over thinking made me lose the only person who cared.
I never want to break my heart to peices, never wanted to feel betrayed any longer so I decided to make our friendship over.
I thought I was ok. I thought my mind won. But in my heart I was sad.
I never thought I will fall. But I did. Yet you are gone.
I never saw it coming. But here I am again. Broken and falling apart.
it was never you!
2nd chapter seems so promising.
attentions are everywhere. time is all for me. but i never thought second chance is to say goodbye.
months of running for the lies. moments with you was like endless and perfect.
huh! i never even now what to right.
all i know, t’was like yesterday, when i cried my eyes out to win you back.
i cried my eyes out just to correct what was wrong.
cried my eyes out just to erase the words said and done.
and never imagine to smile.
but the days turns to months that the pain healed and hearing your name wont hurt me anymore. memories wont break me down once more. now i can say i am happy again.
there still times when i am afriad to try so i wont cry. but now i know that i will never be yours and you will never be mine. because all we have was a dream. my dream.
now i can smile. looking forward for the man of mine. and yes ‘the one’ is not you. it was never you.